Hello Darlings! This post is yet another random cos i managed to complete most of the work i need to hand up tomorrow & though i deserved a break. Firstly cos today's not been a good, been cramping like asdfghjkl:( Secondly todays yet another longgg day & lastly cos i've been really stressed about D&T. don't think i;d do be proactive anyway. So this is gonna blow off so some steam for me:>
This post's title i inspired jasmine's art o'level theme. Huhu, so imma just go on with the post.
*Disclaimer: This is a very girly post, not interested? don't hate, just turn away & click the back button okay:) My blog, my mouth my opinion ehy:)
I have always believed in fairytales, maybe less & less as i grow up, by nonetheless, its what keeps me believing that someday i might find someone out there for me. I know in one of my previous few posts i mentioned all the hate about relationships & stuff, but hey we hate on stuff when we're angry or mostly hurt huh? There is not one girl who has never watched a disney princess movie before. & i'm one of those who still watch them over & over agin now. I'm even listening to Aladin's A Whole New World. One of my favorite disney movies. Imma just be reminiscing bout them now, haha, i know it's really silly but, who cares? nobody ever really wants to grow old, we all wanna be forever young uh. So, here goes:>
My favorite, would be little mermaid. I have always loved loved loved ariel voice. (haha i have alway wanted to be weird creatures like mermaids & vamps, but oh well?) Also loved her determination & stubbornness about getting what she wanted especially the things she did just to be with the man she fell in love. She made her dreams come true cos she believed in herself. & she was also the youngest princesses of the disney princesses. Which is so awesome uh. Haha plus, i think eric is the hottest prince uh please:$ haha i mean sleeping beauty's looks like a gay. & snow whites look like the troll guy:/ just saying. Haha!
LOL . right right?!
Anywayy, ariels voice. Kill me now.
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Secondly my favorite would be beauty & the beast uh, cos like she fucken fell for a goddamn beast uh, that true love right there please. Haha, super sweet:') & their ending is the like most touching pleaseeeee haha! He let her go because he knows she deserves better, but she still came back for him & admitted she fell in love despite the fact that he's soooo scary & ugly please. TRUE FUCKEN LOVE right there. then after changing into the prince, can you say hot? haha!
SO SWEET. UGH.
HUHU.
Asian Swag Yoh.
Thirdly, i like Mulan, i mainly like it cos she's asian, yeah. no uh joking! hahahaha! I like, love, adore the songs:> & i also i love mushu, the dragon haha! mad funny. & mulan's such a good example of a string woman not some damsel in distress uh:>
Lastly, another favorite is Swan princess. YES. i know she's not a very popular disney princess, but the story is sooo nice & sweet, they started form kids when they were arranged to get married but hated each other. But as they grew up they fell in love. & both become so fucken hot like please. Huhu, so niceeeee uh:')
Plus odette fucking looks like serena from gossip girl uh! She's damn beautiful.
Well, thats about it for the old. The new? Not really worth mentioning huh? Maybe except Blair & Chuck.
My modern day version Disney princess, just a lot more bitchyness involved Haha! Well, Hope you liked it. Its super random i knowww, but fyeah, i love disney princess.
Heres just a few other songs i love from the disney movies:>
Pocahontas-"If i never knew you"
Hercules-"I won't say I'm in love"
The Lion King-"Can you feel the love tonight"
Tarzan-"You'll be in my heart"
Pocahontas-"Colours of the wind"
Cant believe it but I'm headed to catch the swan princess again now:> Bye!
Hello Darlings! Gawd, it feel like forever since i've found the time to update:( Just been so fucken busy with everything! School & all. Ugh, so busy that I'm considering just probating my youtube channel till after o's or only public it during holidays( not that i fucking holidays uh) But oh well, what to do. Last year lug sia, study hard sua. Really been pushing myself a lot. Happy to say i've not been sleeping during lessons & slacking around anymore. always listening, paying attention during lessons & taking the homework seriously to the extent that i actually do homework till i fall asleep. Damn impressed. Skins feeling really funky though. ugh. Speaking of which, check out my BeautyBlog. Did an update about some basic skin care stuff. HUHU.
Hmms, for daily updates, theres really not much to post about? but oh well, will do it anyway.
27/1/12 -Friday
CCA day. Maths was unproductive. Didn't do much:/ dance prac was good though did new crucnhes & all. Felt great after the prac. gonna miss dance after it ends. Anywayyy, our last concert/performance before we step down would be Rhapsody, performing some phantom of the opera piece, excited max. But for, sucks that we won't get to take part in SYF. will definitely come back & help though. HUHU. After dance headed to tiong to nomnom with germaine, jasmine, jingling, rosanne & joey @EAT. Tried their laksa. was nice i guess. Haha jasmine was complaining bout the cockles, but i actually liked them weird much? Hms. After that headed to jurong with jasmine & jingning. Smoochiezz again. not been to their showroom in quite a while uh. Our main goal was polishes & the EOS lip balm. Nail polish? Managed to get ALL the ones we were looking for, including OPI'S THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY which me & Jasmine have been hunting down for forever. Happy girls. Also got a couple more nail polishes. Will do a haul video on thems soon, cos i got like 5 polishes on that one day itself. Hah, also got a couple brushes & a mac shadow. But unfortunately, didn't manage to get the EOS lip balm, damn disappointing uh:( But decided to go back another time to get it with jasmine again. After that headed to clement mall with them to lepak, went to guardian & got 2 rimmel mascaras. Been Loving them. Haha! Will feature them somehow or another soon. Then headed to the library & lepak with jingling while jasmine looked for some books for her art. Then mom came to fetch us to my house around 7 plus, they stayed over awhile then headed home. Had a early night as i couldn't find my drama online & was super tired.
Look at this aunty lag! Brought her oen fan cos she scared hot can!
Eos Lipbalm yoh:>
The One That Got Away by OPI
28/1/12 -Saturday
Headed out in the morning with Jasmine to clement mall, was meant to head to juror to get the EOS lip balm, but the stock STILL didn't come in. Disappointed. so headed to clement mall again, this time just to lepak only. Manage to pick up a few stuff though, got another revlon just bitten stain in flame, couldn't help myself:/ Also got the opi nail polish remover as i was out of my etude house one & desperately needed one after weeks of procrastinating to get a new one. Also got a hair secure thing to keep my hair in place when doing make up form guardian & a make up headband for amanda. Then headed to body shop, jasmine got buffers for her nails & then to bhg, went to get the bourjois mascara & lipbglosses form l'oreal & revlon. Lastly got blotters, but they were essential. haha, needed them! That was about it? headed home while jasmine headed to asian civilization museum. got home & filmed a nail polish haul, but soooo damn lazy to edit & upload. will think about it or try to find time. Also, cotton showered so took a video of him after he showered & how he dried off. SHO CUTE OMG. Lastly, @night, mommy's friends came over for dinner. Had steamboat:) Was really nice, her friends are all so awesome. Then around 830, jasmine & lynette came over to join us for a few rounds of banlat. played till about 11 & they left:) LOST DAMN ALOT. OKAY. LOST ALL. But still, it Was nice i guess. Haha.
FROYO for lunch.
Still so cute lahh!
Steamboat againnnnn.
SO CUTE OMG KILL ME NOW.
Haha, daddy so bad lure him with fishball!
Huhu, yusheng! HUAT ARH!
29/1/12 -Sunday
Had all the left over uncooked liao from the steam boat for late breakfast/brunch with daddy. Slacked around awhile before seriously starting my work. Oh, & forgot to mention that i impaled my self luh. like i skinned half of my nose-.- thought it was dry skin & just peel. end up, it was not uh. Fucking pain, put water also like burning. Applied some anti-bacterial cream to try & minimize the pain:( Got a text from amanda & decided to head down town after i finished my work for dinner with her. Managed to complete by 3 plus, went to get ready & stuff, left home around 5 & bus-ed down to meet her. Jason & him came too. Shopped bait with amanda before they arrived, finally got my Diamond screen protector! its the one with glitters:) Then got an angel wring & one gold feather necklace. & amanda got a leopard maxi too! All from th flea@scape. Met jason @ gongcha & soon after he came. Headed to take for dinner. Gave it a miss though. Fucked up things fell into place & headed home. Will make it up to amanda one day soon. Was suppose to go tanning with her this saturday, but remembered that i have cip:( crap. Cab-ed home with him & got some stuff @ holland. Finally convinced myself to get the Za's total hydration skin care line. Got the combination for oily skin. The dewy moisturizer, amino gel, pore essence care, blemish control & lucent toner. It's in a bublegum pink package. ohmygawds, cute much?! Saw Jingwen & francis too:> Headed home after that. Tried out the skin care routine as instructed. So fun, like different steps & all. haha will feature it on my beauty blog. A full line review when i'm more clear about how i feel about it. should be at my beauty blog i think? wouldn't wanna bore the other readers not interested in skincare & shit here. haha!
Steamboat breakfast, without the steamboat haha!
Cotton again.
Diamond Screen Protector.
Put yogurt on the blemishes & dry areas.
Accessories
Za Total hydration skincare line.
30/1/12 -Monday
School as per normal. Pathetic day. Why? cos i don't remember crap about it. Had dance, remembered that. ran the field, well me jasmine & jingning walked. Haha, who cares? After dance went to tiong with jasmine & jingning cos i needed to get my blue pen form popular. lost it:( then headed to watsons to look for a good sunscreen to get for the already cancelled tanning session on saturday & actually managed to find the St.ives apricot scrub for blemish & blackhead control! Productive much:> Headed home after grabbing a bite from fourleaves. Got bread, like cheap only? 5 for $2.95 lah. shared with jasmine & jingning. Omnomnom. Reached home around 7 ate, bathed & did homework. Manage to complete quite early & ton-ed after that. Tired as fuck. First time slept before 12.
Munching on these chocolate buttery bites of heaven to keep me going while doing work.
Rosanne lent me her dictionary, Henry Park Swag\m/
Today was normal i guess? nothing much to talk about on the basis of lessons? got back physics test & i didn't fan? worth mentioning i guess?:> After school had D&T coursework. i always thought ti would be an unbearable process, but nope, thanks to peeps like lynette, richard, carmel & all. D&T's actually one of the few subjects i am more than willing to stay back for. Had a short lunch break omnomnom with D&T peps & headed back. Continued till about 4 but decided to stay on with lynettes group to continue. Managed to complete research for most of it & printed too. Productive day. Then stayed at school for a bit to look through work then headed to my house. Slacked for a bit & stalked around with lynete on my com then Had dinner & slacked awhile more & started on work. She left around 9 & been blogging since about 10? hair, i wouldn't be blogging if i managed to get the links to catch gossip girl season 5 ep 13, pretty little liars & the lying games eps too. UGH. always been using videobb to watch them, but now its like they;ve just vanished into think air maybe gods like helping me focus or smith? but not giving my the vampire diaries? depriving me from the vampire diaries?! is too fucking much. not cool yoh:( Ugh, so here i am, blogging. okay that all. imma upload pics & head on to blogging on my beauty blog.
Had dinner in my room on the tuition table like a boss.
Thats all for now darlings! Will try to update more often bye!
Hello darlings, so this post is a super random. Nothing at all to post about. Well, i may have a few stuff to post about, but it's been really fucked up. Well, for starters, never believe there is such a thing as a prince charming. They don't exist. Maybe in fairy tales & all? But not in real life. theres no perfect guy out there/ born soulmate/ pre-destined lover/ Knight in shinning armor out there for every girl.
Yeah maybe for some lucky bitches. Who are either really deserving of one, Or has boobs 50 times bigger than her brain. Yeah. To those bitches, fuck you. My finger wants to say hi.
Seriously, there is no such thing. As FUCKING FAIRYTALES anymore. Get over it. the sooner everyone does, the fucking better.
Next, i wanna mention those bitches who just love to flirt, FUCK YOU.
Even worse, To those bitches who Flirt with ATTACHED guys. Or guys who clearly have some relationship with someone already.
To those bitches who are already attached, & still flirt & fuck around with attached guys, OHMYGAWD. I sympathize your boyfriend & i sympathize your parents for being cursed with a prostitute for a daughter. Go to hell & fuck the ppl there, not the ones who clearly deserve better.
Next, Guys who lie. What do you think we girls are? Stupid? Bitch please. You motherfarking dumbfucks. Never underestimate a woman with an intention. If she has her mind sit to it, fuck yes she will do it. You think that we can be cheated so easily? huh. FUCK YOU.
To those guys who cheat? oh yeah, fuck you more. You like to fuck around huh? WHY? itchy? scratch uh. GIAN SONG UH? Masturbate lug fuck. Or you fuck too many girls you forgot how to? WATCH PORN LAH. Well, I hope you enjoy it. i hope you fuck them bitches hard. & fuck them well. Kindly fuck far off from us girls who actually deserve a decent guy. I hope you fuck so many girls you eventually get some STD or better yet, AIDS from one of them luh.
To all of you out there who have gotten your heartbroken by these worthless bastards & bitches, I FEEL YOU. To those who haven't? Get the fuck ready to be. Cos there is fucking no such thing as a fairytale happy ending. NO FUCKING WAY.
Now, TO YOU. I gave you everything. There was nothing else left to give. I loved with all my heart & soul. All the countless beating & scolding i got from everyone because of you. & other more fucked up stuff I'm not gonna mention here. It still wasn't enough. Lie to me, I let it go. Flirt, i let it go. Take drugs, i let it go. Leave me on our 20th month, i let it go. Replace me, i let it go. But Fucking fuck around & after i found out still continue flirting with over girls after i painstakingly let you in again? FUCK YOU. Seriously. I was so angry. I wanted to fucking cut your dick off & feed it to the sharks. But i'm just afraid i'd pollute them with such a dirty piece of meat that probably has some sort of STD already. But you know what? anger i can get over. But the pain & hurt you've inflicted on me this time. I can't even describe the feeling. I think of you & i have sudden moments when I'm oblivious to the fact that there are tears rolling down my face. I suddenly miss you & i break down. I wanna forget you so much that i just feel like screaming. I don't just hurt in my mind, i can physically feel the pain in my chest & i just want it to stop. I can't bring myself to forget you i feel so pathetic. Like some addict hooked on some kinda drug, yeah thats probably the only way i can describe how i feel about you. Its killing me, you're killing me, but i don't have the willpower nor the strength to say goodbye & watch you walk away. Cos even if i manage to, i end up letting you in again. Its like I'm one of those toys you love when you first get, you keep playing with it, then you get sick of it, you toss it to one side. After a few months or maybe even years, you suddenly find it among your old toys & you suddenly find it amusing again you start playing with it again till you eventually get sick of it again. & it continues until the toy is so worn out it just breaks. & thats exactly how i feel right now. Broken. you broke me. But I'm surrounded by people who i don't wanna worry & upset. I should not have let you in again. i just gave you another chance to hurt me. But you what? I love you too much to say no. I will always love you, but i can't take this anymore... i would rather just be forever alone then cry myself to sleep every night. We will never be the same again boy. Each time i think of you now, i think of her in your arms & the scene of you in her room. The rest i can't even type out. Sometimes i just wish it was all a bad dream that i can snap my fingers & wake up from. I want it all to go away. But y'know what? it never will. You broke us the minute you decided to go her house & take drugs. The rest you can blame on the drugs, but you signed up for it the minute you stepped into her house. I can no longer trust or believe you. I no longer see you as that loving boyfriend who would stop at nothing to have me & would love me through thick & thin, no matter what happened. I see you as just another guy i will never feel good enough for. You always told me i was perfect, all you ever needed. then you go & do that to me? I where not enough? loose weight, makeup, dress nicer. all for who? you FFS. You want me to feel happy about myself? but everything you do just makes me feel worthless. like i'm never ever gonna be good enough for any guy. You say sorry & all, but what do you expect me to say? Its okay? nevermind? just forget it? No, I'm sorry i can't do that.
But i will be fine. I have learned to expect this kinda things from you. I've learned to expect less in order to get less disappointed. I miss you already. i just wished you'd wake up & change, maybe not for me, at least treat your next girl right & don't do this to her cos no girl deserves this kinda treatment. NOBODY does. But i'll be okay. stronggirl96.
For now, I'm just gonna leave it at this. this post is just a rant about how i feel about my whole situation & its supposed to make me feel better, but sadly, it has no difference. I gotta let you go.
So this is probably a really long post. gonna stop ranting now. Sorry if this annoyed any of y'all. you can just ignore it. Will be back & updating with more interesting stuff tomorrow or the day after. Bye
Hello Darlings! Short update, or just an announcement to direct your attention to my beauty blog for a moment! Check out my channel & BeautyBlog for my CNY Vlog videos part 1& 2 okay:) Do remember to support me by subscribing. Imma be doing my collective haul video tomorrow so stay tuned for that! Thanks & much love darlings! Bye.
