No shit.

Keep the judging to yourself, or fuck off.

Hello Darlings! So sorry for not posting everyday anymore. Been really busy & mostly lazy:/ haha! Oh well, i guess i'll be updating every 2/3 days:) Shoo, shall dive straight into the posts!

18/01/2012- Wednesday

School as per normal lorh?:/ After School went to tiong with jasmine & lynette to get some stuff. Jasmine got stuff from popular for school & i picked up a few makeup stuff too. But gonna do a collective haul of the stuff i got another day:> OhOh, & ate the shihlin Taiwanese chicken, our favouritessss, shared with jasmine & lynette had the seafood tempura:) Really nothing interesting on that day soooo, not gonna blog about it anymore. Buttt, i got a new watch, mom got it for my cousin but i kio-ed it:/ Got home & caught GossipGirl! Ohmygawd, was waiting for so long for it!:') finally out! here, like always, are my favorite scenes of chuck & blair in this ep. Its such a tragic love story:( haha.. okay pics & vid now!

OmNomNom.

You green with Jelly?

EmilyLow. 3 Years & counting, ILY! 

She's my idol. In everything. Noshit.

I wanna have a love like that, just without the drama?

19/01/2012- Thursday

Lessons as usual again uh:/ sieh sian already. but was thinking, last day then 4 days of no-school! Tahan only! Stupid principal talk:/ like damn a lot of people fell asleep luh:/ damn waste of time. So yeah, after school went behind our school one coffee shop & had lunch with jasmine & lynette. Stupid prawn mee no open-.- bitch. So ate zichar. But yeah, no regrets. It was awesome. I had horfun, jasmine had muifan & lynette had chaofan. All fucken nice, no shit. After that headed home already, cos we only ended ISP at 5? Got home & caught 2 eps each of Pretty Little Liars & The Lying Games! WooHoo, best! Yesterday and today's been ultimate slack day! Like procrastinating so much on work:/ ohwell. Sad, but no picture for this dayyy, so on to today yeah?

DopeFood.

20/01/12- Friday

School again, but wasn't as bad i guess. Stupid CNY celebration then the fucken poem & shit. Plus totally forgot to do chem homework due today, crapped through it. Walking & chionging at the same time:/ Didn't go for maths class, assembled at the hall like for all the performers and shit. was damn stupid hands down. Teacher was being a bitch & forced me & astute to go  BEG for a red shit. She borrowed Randy's & i took clinston's such nice peeps yoh. Camwhored ALOT with the lit chicks today. Haha! Most of 'em are in HeeYoung's cam, lovingggg her Canon G11. Wanna get one soon:( Sooo, check her blog out at hoppingbunny96.blogspot.com or just Click here yoh! For the pics, doubt she'll update them just yet, but you can go stalk her! HUHU(Y) Love that stupid bitch. she's a bundle of hyper shit! Hahaha. So after school, ended quite punctually actually. Impressed:/ Haha. Headed home straight, Foreverlaone though. Jasmine, Lynette, Evon & Char headed to town:/ Got home slept for abit & then got ready to meet Amanda, jason & bbyboy. Jason & amanda came over at about 4, did her make up & headed out:) Down to jurong point for ultimate makeup shopping yoh! Super productive day, got super many stuff ohmygawd. NYX, coastal scents & MAC too! Imma do my collective haul soon. maybe on one of the CNY days:> Shoooo excited for CNY & sooo excited to use the make up i got! AHHH. Amanda got a lot too! in total i think we spent like more than $200. Can die. But fucking worth it! Check out her blog @hibylovez.blogspot.com or just Click here Yoh! She's gonna be doing a haul post or video real soon! & do support her blogshop yoh! she's running a lil low on cash due to todays over spending on makeup! Thanks loves! & you might be wondering where the two guys were when were busy shopping?:p they were chilling at coffee bean, feel a bit bad uh haha! But nonetheless, was a great shopping date with Amanda! Finished our shopping at about 7, wanted to catch 'We not naughty', But curfew @9, sooo yeah:/ decided to head for dinner @EAT. Yes, we ate @EAT. haha Mindfuck. Its really good, theres one at tiong too:) After dinner the two dicks took a puff while me & amanda cam-whored. Then they joined in too! HAHA, then queue-ed for cab home:) while queueing, ZOMG, took like many pics with amanda! Took those Typical kind of pics ahlians always took. FUCKEN FUNNY i swear. HAHA. But not gonna be posting those luhhhh. like c'mon, you kidding me? Okayy, so cab-ed & singsangsung like karaokeinacab with amanda:p they dropped me off they headed to jason's place. & I'm currently loading my The Vampire Diaries Ep & waiting for bbyboy to text meee:) Ohkayy. Sooooo many pics from today, so imma start the upload now:) But there are much more with amanda, so its either on her blog or fb:) go check them out bunnies.

Ohyeah.

Missing this girl!:( She dropped to NA</3 But hopes she's coping.

HeeYoung & Astuti. Funny-ass people.

Me, HY, Tuti & Vy.

Me & Chengyeow.

*Disclaimer: Photospam ahead. Like no shit, Serious photo spam ahead.

Okay! So thats all for today yoh! off to catch my Vampire Diaries ep now! OhOh, & my lenses that i ordered with germaine are finally in! OMG, happy much?! like finally! Huhu, so excited to see them next week:> Haha Oh, & Do subscribe to my youtube channel. i know it sucks & all:/ but what to do. I love make up. not filming it & all:/ Well, imma try my best & upload more videos asap... hope i get some positive feedback & support:/ Thanks Darlings! Bye.

Xoxo.

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Xoxo.

one step closer

I am who i am. Not who you want me to be. & I don't live to fucking please anyone. Problem?

Hello Darlings! I'm soooo extremely sorry for not updating the past 2 days? I have been so fucking busy with all my school assignments & coursework & dance too? Ugh, haven't had much, or ANY time for myself. But i managed to rush through my homework today, (kinda didn't bother to complete, but nonetheless.) & find time to post this. Okayy, so I'm not gonna do a detailed post on how the past few days went down. Just gonna mention the highlights of them i guess? So this won't end up like some essay-inspired blogpost! Haha.

15/01/12- Sunday
Alrighttttt, so i basically rotted at home the whole day & chiong-ed as much homework as i could.Filmed a tutorial which 'm currently uploading. Check out my beautyblog or channel for the tutorial tomorrow/the day after!:> Then headed to meet Jasmine & went for our long-awaited SIMPLE PLAN concert yoh!  It was at Fort Canning, paid like over 100$ to stand? But who cares, Gawd, we had the time of our lives! It was awesome, like no joke! took a few videos of the songs i loved. But shan't upload them today as its late and i need go to bed soon.. having a long day tomorrow(lessons till4) can die. Might dedicate an entire blog post on the concert some day soon:) ZOMG pierre threw his towel at the end of the concert. fuggg wanted it:/ Ohwell. managed to like slowly & progressively squeeze our way from somewhere behind, to about 3 rows from the front? LikeABoss huh?:) It ended around 10. Bbyboy & jason came & fetched us home. Waited for a cab for damn long uh. Was so tired, KO-ed on the cab. Got home, showered with damn cold water & had maggimee. Played back the videos i took, some were fucked cos i accidentally covered the mike:( Loved PERFECT the most. it was like ZOMG, the whole crowd was shouting for them to perform it. TheShiz.

Photospam ahead yoh!

When we reached Fort canning.

After the Concert. 

i swear, their drum set & back drop, fucken chio, NO JOKE.

Sweating & grabbed a drink cos we sang for sooo long without any water.

My Yummy Tomyum maggimee. Salivating over this as I'm posting:/

16/01/12- Monday
Monday blues as usual. Sian to the very max. Had lessons blahblah. Was in the post-concert mood with jasmine & couldn't focus, kept singing can't keep my hands off you * perfect during maths:/ vandalized my hand too\m/ Dance was boring, didn't do any productive things. Ended at 445 & buy was waiting for me already outside:> bus-ed down to jason's house. He wasn't home but Amanda was there. Lepak-ed and crapped again:> haha! Ordered mac & nom nom-ed before we left. Cab-ed home around 630. Chiong-ed homework until i fell asleep:( So didn't get to do much at all. Boring day hur?! oh well.

Concert mode.

OmNomNom:>

TODAY.
Ladadadada. #nowplaying SummerParadise by Simple Plan!♥

 CSo todayyy, was today i guess? Started off LIKE CRAP. idk, can't handle all this crap from everyone anymore. Its like everything that comes out form their mouth irritates the fuck out of me. Everything they say just increases my stress level. Fucked. Was on the verge of a breakdown this morning i swear. Got to school & felt slightly better cs there were like people who actually knew how i felt so i guess i felt better? I can't do what y'all expect of me okay? problem?-.- Got crap from Maths teacher for not completing homework, like wtf? not like i have time to complete all my assignments uh please. Got fucked by chinese teacher, why? cos she's a menopausal bitch & she's got nothing better to do. Ugh. D&T was the best i guess? Cos mrslim is da best. hands down. got pulled out form D&T for the stupid Literature skit that we were all forced into doing. As expected, i showed my fuckedup attitude. I mean like, if I'm not agitated why would i show my attitude? for fun? you siao ah? or stupid. You think you pregnant i scared uh cher? got another round of crap form Mschew. Couldn't take it. Walked out & walked as fast as i could too. Bby came to fetch me & we bus-ed to tiong. This is where i wanna thank you baby boy. 

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Babyboy, thanks for everything. You're always the only one there for me whenever & wherever i need you, my shoulder to cry on & my pillar of strength:')

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So yeah, i broke down on the bus. i broke down hard. i couldn't stop the tears from flowing. it was just one of those days for me, when it felt like everything was crashing down on me. I felt like i was on the verge of giving up again. But no, babyboy was there to pick me up, thankgod. He hugged me so tight & just let me cry. cried nonstop till we missed the stop at tiong & decided to get off at GWC. He brought me to have Swirlart instead, cos he knew how happy it made me:') Mixed so many flavors cos i wanted to try. HUHU, cyrus' opening tomorrow yoh. Now i kinda rather he go there then chambers:/ Oh well. He's working sooo. hope he won't have time to even go gaming at all. HAHA. Okayy, so did my coursework at swirl art & he was all disturb here disturb there luh! But managed to complete most of it. Then went over to Spize for dinner. Had rotiprata. was damn good:> miss having spize with him yoh! Ohkayy, so after that he sent me home, slept throughout, thats why I'm still awake now. Got home & went down again with daddy to get my hair cut!:) was super excited, went to the shop my dad alwas went to & like sieh heng, like superrrr. Cos our old neighbor who left to australia with her husband & son actually came back for cny, so i had her cut my hair instead of her mom(which usually cuts my dad's) She did an awesome job, as in I'm loving the look & all, Just that, i wanted to cut it much more thinner, but my dad being my dad, he was all, enough alr lahhh. but happy he let me go out & cut alr:/ Haha, at most just go cut somewhere else myself ? Got back & chiong-ed my D&T then got to editing the tutorial. Manage to get it done but forgot about the maximum length youtube has. Mine is 18 mins, max is 15. oh crap:( goota split it or trim it more.. shall dot hat tomorrow, so it just means i waited up for nothing. Ugh fuck. Well, was blogging & waiting for my tutorial to finish uploading to youtube. ugh, took forever & failed attempt:( Ohwell. You win some you loose some.

Best!

Thank you bbyboy:')

Hoho, At spize.

Alright so thats all for todays post. Its 2 already, gotta get to bed, having a long day tomorrow. Ohkayyy, Bye

Xoxo.