One door swinging open.

Holding on & letting go.

Helloo Darlings! Wasn't very motivated to post today, cos i knew i had nth interesting like pictures and stuff to upload. But just caught an episode of The Vampire Diaries & suddenly had the mood to update despite having nothing much to blog about. & if you've been constantly reading my blog, you'd know how madly i'm in love with that series & how faithful i've been in watching their eps every week. But it stopped for their mid-season finale. & i had to wait like almost a month for this ep to come out. Finally managed to watch it. & like theres not one ep that doesn't make me go insanely crazy, like screaming & shouting at my laptop like some mad woman. But y'know what. WHO really givesafuck hur? HUHU.
Okay so today woke up as usual school days got ready for cca day. Wasn't mentally prepared for dance today, body was all stiff & still strangely inflexible after the dance camp. But nonetheless, i attended dance. So didn't do much dance today, did formal & informal introduction to our new Ballet instructor, Miss.Ho Who is fucken awesome. she's like young, tall, skinny, beautiful, Smart(studying in NUS)super nice & the way she dances, OMG, its really quite inspiring. Seen her pissed & stuff before, but like when you put in effort, regardless if you make a fool of yourself or not, she'll not be mad at you. Hoping the next few months with her will be nice. Kinda wished that she'd come earlier though:x But i gotta admit, her lessons are really quite very tiring. We learn ballet during her lesson, like the basics & conditioning. Mr.Dan wants us to work on building our foundation before moving on to another level. The exercises she does are really much harder then the ones Mr.Dan used to make us do. She's also quite open when comes to her personal life & stuff. Really hope this works out well. *Fingers-Crossed.
Okay so after practice, had to stay awhile longer to help out with the auditions. Soon after Charmain & Erica came so i could lac bait already. Ended around 230, met up with Jasmine, Lynette,Emily & evon together with Charmain & headed opp school for lunch. Had chicken rice, HUHU, Emily gave me lollipop & asked me to feature her in my blog, HERE'S your feature dearest! Oh & don't forget, whatever happens, we are always here for you, we'll never let you feel alone okay! You have us to confide in anytime, just a phone call/text away dear, Love you!
After Lunch down to Singapore Poly for our poly visit. Met Jasmine's sister, Adeline, there too! Like cool only cos she helped direct us around, while other students looked damn lost uh! Well, overall It was really productive. cos the previous time we went there ith The school, they only introduced engineering courses to us. whilst we were mainly interested in science, design & architecture. So after quite a long visit & scoping of several courses and talking to teachers & students regarding the modules we'll be taking for each course, i have narrowed down to a few courses. Mainly, Biomedical science. Most of my friends already know this cos I'm crazy for biology, have always dreamed of being a doctor or at least do smth related to medicinal science. But the thing is, the cut off point for this course is 8 points. even without counting cca points, thats crazy. i think if i can get like a 14/15, i'll already be quite satisfied. But if I'm able to get 10/11 i'll be super happy, i swear. Gonna study so hard to get this course. I'm serious. The world can wait. I've been dreaming of this course since i first discovered it early last year. Another science course is Biotechnology, which is quite comparable to biomedical but cut off point is 10 points. Hmms so i gotta score 12 i guess? biomed is more on the human body, whereas biotech is also about plants & the environment. WELL, If all else fails, there are 2 more courses under Architecture & built environment. The first one is Hotel & leisure facilities. Which cut off point is 14. Considered this cos both my parents were previously from hotel line. soooo, yeah thats why i guess? Plus always thought working in a hotel is really quite cool ehy:p The last one integrated events & project management. Which cut off point is 13. Wasn't initially interested in this course till one student in year 2 came & clearly explained it to us. She really did a good job at promoting it. Evon's considering this too. OOH, & they gave us sweet too! The architecture & built environment student uh. Sticky leyy! Sooo cool.

Sugar Coated lies.

Hmms, shall think about it. Its really much more easier to choose than to score. Its like you think you can get the desired grade, then when you get your results, all's fucked up cos you didn't get what you thought you'd get. that why most of us say we dk what course we want yet. Cos that way, its easier to avoid people's & even our own expectations.
So after the Poly visit, it was already 5+? So all decided to leave for home. Train-ed with Emily, Charmian, Evon & lynette. Walked back with charmain cos i met up with daryl at the coffee shop below her house. Slacked abit with him till about 6+ & he sent me home. He's falling sick, that poor boy. Hope he gets better soon..
Reached home before 630, showered & toh-ed instantly. Slept till about 11 plus. Woke up, ate & at first hesitated loading TVD as i was really lazy to wait for it to load. But did it anyway. NO REGRETS YOH.
*disclaimer, the next bit of the post is a TVD appreciation post, if you're strongly gainst it, you can just skip it.

Finally.

Like super happy i watched it. In the beginning of each ep, they always start off with "Previously on the Vampire Diaries" & when i heard it just now, i swear, it was EARGASMIC. Everytime i watch an ep, its like i always have this hope in me that thats the ep that Delena get together, even though i know it might not happen? Just now it was already, the very last 2 mins of the show & still no progress, So i was like ugh, nope not the episode. But BOOM. Damon turns around & grabs elena & kisses her for the last few seconds of the ep. UGHHHH, fuck, i swear, i need a damon salvatore/Chuck bass in my life. Fuck, oh how i've missed TVD. & the background song they played? Holding on & letting go. Having it on replay now. Its so nice. Like TVD has so many good songs in their soundtrack. Like A drop in the ocean, cut, come home, holding on & letting go & soooo manyyy moreeeee.  I really cannot describe, there are no words to describe how much i love TVD. Its story line is the best i've seen, its character monologue is awesome & the actors & actresses? ugh, can you say hot? Okay so fangirl uh i know, but really. UGH if you're not watching it, Boy, you're missing out.
Just gonna post this video cos like finally, they kissed(not cause damon's dying & all)!!!

Watch it in full screen. Skip to 2:20 for the best part:>

Anyway, was wondering if i should enable comments for my blog posts? not so sure. Cos i kinda don't know how to & there are alot of pretty bitchy & judgmental people out there who have no wheres else to dump their crap at. SOO, i guess i'll think about it? 

Alright, so that's all for today's post. Was a really rant-y post about O's & shit. SORRY! 

Oh, Heading out tomorrow right after i get up with mommy & daddy to town. Luching out & getting some stuff for CNY. Might meet bbyboy after. Well, see how. Okayy, Bye!

Xoxo.