Hellooooo. Posting with a spinning head(i'm a lil hungover) & broken heart. Lol melodramatic much. okayyyy, well i was gonna update the previous post with pictures of the stuff i hauled on thursday, BUT my helper is washing the clothes i got so i can't do that now.
Today's post might be considered a ranty post. So disclaimer to those who don't really feel like reading a ranty post, you should probably stop, drop & roll the fuck outta this page till my next post.
I guess the main reason i'm feeling all ranty is cos i'm sick & tired. Especially of all the people who fill your emptiness with lies & false hopes.
Well firstly, i think people who lead people on, should fuck themselves. I mean there should literally be a special place in hell for people like that. I mean, whut? is it fun to lead a person on? take advantage of them when they're most vulnerable, make them fall for you then fucking crush their hearts to lil dust particles? Whutheflyingfuck is that about? Bragging rights? cos congratulations dude, you just won yourself the rights to brag about what a complete douche you are.
Secondly, i think people who give other people false hopes & make empty promises also deserve a special place in hell. Like c'mon, if you don't mean it, why the fuck would you say it? is it fun? seeing that spark of happiness in someones eyes knowing it's all just some big fat lie? Is it satisfying? to give someone hope just to crush it into nothing later? I don't get why people would do this to other people. Like would you like it if people did that to you? No? yeah guessed so. Then why the fuck do you do that to others you dumbfuck? It's such a dick thing to do.
Shit dickheads say that one should never believe:
I'll always be here for you. He's not.
I'll never leave. He will.
You're special, i've never felt this way for someone before. You're not. to him at least.
Don't worry, everything'll be alright. No, everything's gonna just worse.
I don't talk to anyone like the way i talk to you. I talk to every fucking girl like this.
I'll never forget you. I'll forget you the min a better comes along. or when i get sick of you.
I really missed you. I'm bored & the other girls i usaully text are busy.
I love you. I don't. I'm just saying it to get in yo pants.
#True story. I swear. Unless you're some lucky-ass or hot-ass bij OR your guy falls in the 0.001% of the dudes in the male population. Then kudos to you.
Lastly guys that mend your broken heart just to fucking break it all over again. They tell you you're beautiful, they tell you you deserve better. They tell you that that guys should go to hell. They tell you that he will never be like that guy. He makes you completely reliant & independent on him. Then BAM, just like that he fucks you over. Either by playing you or just disappearing. completely. Haha. These people don't even deserve a special place in hell. They must be directly related to satan, so they probably already have a vip booth or smth.
Lesson to learn? Don't believe shit a guy says. Choose who you trust wisely. Don't let yourself be dependant or reliant on anyone, A N Y O N E. They will just disappoint you in the end. Stay in a bubble & just be in an imaginary relationship with some celeb(stay away from harry, he's mine).
Mine.
Gosh i didn't think this post would come out so long. but yeah. this is just some shit i wanted to put out there. & if you, you mofo asshole that contributed to this post, I hope you see this & feel so bad the guilt consumes you & your big black heart whole. That is all.
Here. From me to you, with love hate.
Also this applies to the opposite gender, but mostly, just guys. Ha. Or it could just be that my life is too darn comparable to cliché chick flicks & your life stories are just perfect lil fairytales, then you just wasted about 5 mins of your life reading this. heh.
See ya in my next post x.
Loves.
