Don't wanna let go.

Hello Darlings! Here's my weekly post. Foreverbusy:( But ohwell, conquering o's huh? Okayy, so imma just jump straight into it okay:>

04/02/12 -Sunday
Had breakfast at home with daddy. Mommy bought prawn mee from like some sieh far place or smth. Damn shiok. But yup, after that, did A BIT of work:/ overall wasn't a productive day at all. Spent most of my day rotting on my com, tumblring, blogging, & caught up with dramas you! So contented. But paid for not doing work the next day lorh:/ yup, thats basically it for sunday.

OmNomNom.

05/02/12 -Monday
Was kinda UGH. Well mondays usually pass quite fast. had dance. Got the steps for phantom choreo down. Kinda hating the attitudes of this year's batch of sec1s. oh well, kinda expected it uh:/ But thankgod the junior I'm attached to is kinda really awesome:> huhu. After dance headed to clementi mall with Jingning & that dumb. Ahning got stuff for her Vday card for her bbyboy. UGH, jelly. forever alone on vday. Err, okay uh, i've got him i guess? But after all he's done, can't help but think Vday's gonna suck anyway. It's like my first day single since pri5? Hmm. oh well. Headed home after she got her stuff. Had a nice dinner at home since it was the last day of cny & all. After dinner, wanted to get some work done, failed attempt. Fell asleep. LOL.

Cotton!:>

HUAT ARH!

Amaebi. Jap prawns. fucken nice:>

06/02/12 -Tuesday
Lessons as per normal. Had coursework, starting to enjoy coursework 7 look forward to it uh:) although it staying back & all, but i have awesome peeps like richard & carmel to make my day so much better. plus get to blast songs & nomnom in the studio after curriculum time:> doing coursework likeaboss. Haha! After coursework headed to bm with Richard & jeremy. Richard wanted to get his hair cut & had to wait for his turn so went to get gongcha. had passionfruit juice with aiyu jelly. the shiz:> Dumb came soon after & headed to tiong with him. Nomnom @ xinwang. Had some curry thing & he had baked rice with chicken chop. Headed to popular to get folders for d&t cos mine tore</3 after that went to lepak awhile then headed to tiongpark busstop to catch a bus home. saw dylon otw:) Cab-ed home instead as bag was really so eff heavy. got home & did some work. KO-ed after.

Lunch.

Smiggle-d memory.

My finger says hi:>

2 lil mofos

Priceless. HAHA

Passionfruit aiyu:>

I'm trying.

OmNomNom @Xinwang.

07/02/12 -Wednesday
Stupidly long day. finished at 4 only. Coursework was super unproductive:/ Haha, was crapping with the D&T peeps. Lepak lepak all the way with richard & carmel. After school headed to plazasing with jason. Had astons. I had fries & union rings. (UGH FUCKEN SINFUL) but what to do? stress, eat. Dumb escaped from work for a while to accompany us for a bit & headed back. down to plazasing got stuff for daddy's birthday. & for vday stuff for friends.(cos I'm forever alone like that:/) Jason got some stuff for amanda & slacked around for a bit while i "thought about how crappy my life was" according to jason-.- he constantly asked me not think about how crappy my life was alr. like yeah, it made me"feel so much better"-.- Thankgod jasmine came down around 6 plus & walked around for a bit & bused home together. Got home & did some work. Was gonna do project presentation but i fucken fell asleep uh. woke up at like 2? was like WTF took my com & started on my presentation. crapped around for a bit on my com & finally got it done around 430? Went back to sleep till about 6 today.

Sinful uh sia:(

Fuck faces.

Pick me up.

08/02/12 -Thursday
Today was crappy. PE, ran 6 rounds. had a fucken headache after. It got worst. i fucken fell down-.- like seriously. fml. Scrapped my hand & my ass hurts, like asdfghjkl @#$%& bio practical after. was super boring uh. Bio gets too? sucked. Ugh, neglecting bio so much lately:( Been focusing so much on maths. Gotta buck up! Had graph test today. ugh, afraid i mint fail:( oh well. did trigo today. ohmygawd, kinda hate it. though i love geometry & all. Trigonomerty, SUCKS. but bobian kinda really important for o's soooo, yeah. After school headed to tiong with lynette & jasmine. They had dinner, popular to get jasmine's pen ink. then went to basement to get my bread from 4leaves & lynette's breadtalk for her tomorrows breakfast:>  headed home after & have not started on ANY work. Imma start on some now after I've uploaded pics. Uploading dance vid on fb now. ugh, taking forever lagging my whole system. damn you.

Pain luh fuck:(

Oohh. bio prac.

Ohmygawd. click it & zoom. found this in my school toilet. fucken stupid i swear.

Well, thats it yeah? tomorrow's another long day. Will blog about my weekend on sunday i guess?:) Thanks for reading! Bye!
Xoxo.

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Hauls, reviews, tutorials favorites & more! 

HUHU, Here's a lil peak at My First Valentine's day inspired makeup look.

It doesn't mean you don't have a date on Valentines day that you gotta look all sad & gloomy right? I mean, there are millions of foreveralone peeps out there with no date for Vday too! Including me. Haha, but don't forget, Vday's not only about lovers & couples, Its also about friends. So don't spend the day sobbing away, instead take advantage of a beautiful day & be happy:) You're not alone, We togetheralone okay? 

You never know it might be that magical day that you meet your one true love? hehe, maybe in fairytales.

Take care & all the best! Stay tuned for updates & thanks for reading! Bye

Xoxo.

Cut.

Why me?

Hello Darlings! Here's another update:) Sorry but as walkways, i've been busy max!

31/01/12- Tuesday
NOTHING to blog about this day uh, like er? school, school, school, coursework, coursework, home, homework, sleep? FML.

01/02/12-Wednesday

NOTHING for this day too. Lessons as per normal. like days have been really boring. so yeah. fuck uh. Well interesting thing would prolly just be that our chool has finally invested money in computers & got 20 new laptops for the D&T peeps. huhu. With new software & all that jazz. Like a fucking cool only. Well that was basically it uh. Oh & Mommy got me victoria secrets 'Ravishing Love' Hand & Body cream:) Love the smell & its really moisturizing ohmygawd.

New Laptops yoh.

HUHU:>

02/02/12-Thursday

Hmm, nothing much for this day either, well had bio prac today again, really quite mafan(tedious) uh, a lot of shit to do & they give you marks base on your knowledge, patience & accuracy uh. I have fucking non uh. Wah sian only, was damn pekchek during that prac wanted to just throw it all away into the sink or smth UGH. Well, after school had isp. OHMYFUCK, no words can describe how funny the teacher was. EPIC tothefuckenmax. he was all "i have no patience, no patience" "faster faster faster." "engRish" Oh best part? "do you know whats my name? Google my name. Tan soon yong. but everyone calls me tys cos i can remember almost every question in the maths tys" WAH FUCKING FUNNY, kept amchio with jasmine lahh look at her only buey tahan siul. Most epic part?"You take this set of notes & give to your tuition teacher & let them photocopy? i'm going to find my lawyer, & come after you & your tuition teacher, make sure both of you go to jail." HAHAHAHAHA wtf? seriously?! ohmygawd. But gotta admit, he's really quite an effective teacher uh, but whats with all the arrogance & shit uh-.- haha! Actaully went to google him, NOTHING. hahaha maximum troll. After isp headed to tiong opp to have the banmian with jasmine & lynette, damn shiok:> huhu all-time fav yoh! Then headed to tiong for awhile with lynette while jasmine went home for tuition. Headed to popular to get file & notebook for lit then met up with emily & evon. Walked around & lepak till emily had to leave for tuition too. Gotta get tuition soon:( feel like I'm super behind time uh. Then went to john little to waste time then went to watsons waste more time. then headed home after evon got some stuff. Nomnom-ed on peppero while chiong-ing homework:) from korea one lorh, wah missing that place like asdfghjkl:(

Stupid shit experiment.

Awesome MeeHoonKueh uh\m/

Lynette playing with maybeline dream matte mouse hahaha.

Revlon Colourburst Lip butter! Finally out in singapore! i got 5 shades yoh huhu!:>

Pepperro ftw!

03/02/12-Friday

Dance dance dance. Learned new choreo for rhapsody, LIKE FINALLY. loving it but just wasn't in the mood to dance i guess? UGH. After dance the rest headed to catch we not naughty, WITHOUT ME:( & i headed home forever alone. wahhhh, sooooo wanted to go, but had to meet parents. Ugh. So got home to change & shower. was a bit late though, headed to jason's place to meet him & amanda. Lepak-ed & talked. It was a hard day for me. Oh well, life goes on. After that headed down to hotel rendezvous to daryls workplace, saw xuanxuan too:> didn't stay, reached & left for plaza sing after. Accompanied them for dinner @the food court. way looked damn good uh, but bobian had to save tummy for dinner with parents. They were eating this super fucken yummy riverside indonesian bbq, way the smell & taste, way cb fucking shiokkk:( amanda kept tempting me & give me bites of hers. Jason had 2nd round & ordered wanton met too, the town damn small & cute uh sia! haha, around 730 mommy called & asked me to start walking over to mandarin@orchard. Walked over with them limping all the way cos i sprained my ankle during dance. ugh pain maximum:( reached & they left. Headed to view rooms with mommy & daddy for daddy's birthday celebration. So excited uh:> then had dinner @chatterbox, daddy had the lobster laksa & mommy had seafood horfun. i couldn't decide between their signature chicken rice or been horfun, so went with my gut feeling & ordered the beef horfun, wah, no regrets! Damn shiokkkk:> huhu daddy was like "wah so nice so nice next time know what to order alr!" Left for home after dinner. got home filmed & couple vids cos i had my make up on & was loving my makeup too. But so lazy to update:( like gotta edit & all *TURNOFF lah. I've got like 4 vids on my cam waiting to be edited, hopefully if i finish some homework tonight i can get at least 1 done tonight? idk, no promises. After that chit-chat with Jingning till about 11 & KO alr. was so tired ohmygawd.

I'll hide the pain behind a smile.

Jasons sieh cute wanton mee.

Amanda damn cute lahhhh her hello kitty specs just flew. made me laugh for the first time on that day:')

You see that bathtub? LUSH here i come. imma stock up on bathbombs for that night with girlies yoh.

Some of the rooms we viewed.

Dinner @chatterbox.

Their signature chicken rice & daddy's half-eaten lobster laksa.

Mommy's half-eaten seafood horfun. The prawn is muthafarking big & got abalone somemore. OMF

TADA, my Haven't-touch Beef horfun, WAH SWEAR ITS DAMN SHIOK:>

Found it so hard to take a nice pic. Smiling felt weird.

Got home to this. Daddy hung it up for me, & happened that its harry on feb:') Made me smile.

04/02/12-Today
Had flag day todayyyy. was okay ig uses? Hmm, woke up relatively early headed out around 730 met up with Jasmine jingwen & francis & headed to harbor front. Jasmine had her breakfast @mac, wah mcgriddles, tempt ppl only:( ugh, its been sooooo longggg. after that lynette reached & headed to register for our tins. got them & started sticking the stickers round our tins like sigh enthu peeps.
First Stop: Holland. Started form home:> WAH no shit, holland peeps, are the fucking BOMB. best lug, like almost everyone we asked, gave luhh! HUHU holland peeps swag yoh.
Second Stop: Town. WAH SIEH KAMPUA DULAN UH. all peeps got money shop, no money donate. seriously? fuck you-.- hate the daosters the most. just say no thanks or excuse me sue lahhh? fucken act like I'm transparent & walk away. fuck you. uncivilized mofos. ugh. BUT, thank god for friends, Jingning & chiahao came down to support us!! WOOHOO, got about $10 form them uh! BEST can.
Third Stop: Bugis. Went to the hawker behind street to try uh, also quite poor business uh-.- lucky then got a few will give. Headd light snack @ 711 like finally sat down for awhile.
Forth Stop: Harbourfront. Got back here around 2? was super lazy to ask for donations, so just went to walk walk.
Conclusion: HOLLAND PEEPS FTW. LOL, Oh & don't ever had ethe perception that angmoh's are mor generous &all. Fuck that perception they're even more cheepo uh please. Like ven those baglah construction workers & cleaners give without us approaching & those mofo angmohs just walk away one was even " no i don't wanna donate" & gave me one fucked up sadistic smile UGH disgusting peeps.
Went to some shop that seller super cool house hold appliances, saw 2 stooge compartments i wanna get for my makeup, loving them tothemax. But they're 100$ plus each:( only gonna get one, so will prolly try & save up for it after o's? HUHU, lepak @foodrepublic to kill time. Finally 3 headed to return the tins. Bus-ed to lynette's house but francis & jingwen got off @mtfaber. they went kbox. Sweet much? After her house headed down town AGAIN. had dinner @plazasing. The riverside indonesian bbq that i previously saw amanda & jason eat that i lovedlovedloved  have been craving for. HUHU, damn shiokkk. HUHU. then went to walk around, toy outpost & some other cute cute shops. dais for bait too. OHMYGAWD LUH. Saw NgAhHoon, JasvinderKaur & NgYuenYu. like wtf the fucken humans dept. teachers uh wtf. we were like surrounded or smth. was damn panic cos my hair was down & was wearing my short skit in school uni uh. like faster run like dk what sia haha! Went to feed lynette's massive craving for gongcha & bus-ed home. amine came over to my house & lepak-ed till about 9 plus & left. Blogging nowwww. Having muscle aches everywhere. Damn stupid uh. actually brought some work out to complete but fuck no, did nothing-.- Well thats about it yoh. So gonna start uploading pics now.

crappy face, but uploaded cos i've got no zillians alr.

My burden for 6 hours.

Was walking to the toilet & glanced past this. Ran into 711 & got it. HUHU:>

Balloons we gave away to lil kids who donated.

Lunch.

Dinner:> HOLY CRAP ITS AWESOME. Thats awesome shit right there man.

Look at the fucking queue, heng we came earlier! Must try lahh! @plazasing food court. 

Riverside indonesian BBQ.

Got cotton this collar & leash from daiso. Leopard Print leyyy! (Y)

Lemme take a moment to dedicate this part of my blog to The ever-so-fucking-hot-and-cute HARRY STYLES.

UGH. SEXY CURLS LUH PLEASE.

Iloveyoutoo XOXO.

KILL ME NOW;(

OKAY, fangirl moment over. will fangirl again later yoh.

Well, thats it. Fell asleep while posting this, AGAIN. Haha. Its 7 & i fucking dk why I'm awake. but yeah nonetheless. Hmm, have officially decided to stop youtube-ing. its a fucking chore & i don't have the patience or time in the world to that now, hopefully next year? Ohwell. So i'll just stick to blogging & all. Thanks for all the support yoh. Love you guys.
Off to go on a hunt & kill search for TVD eps cos videobb doesn't seem to provide links for TVD anymore:( FML. Bye.
Xoxo.

I gave you everything boy.

Why wasn't it enough to keep you by my side?

You made me like such a fool,

believing everything you said.

Not knowing at all what you were doing behind me.

I thought that through it all,

i was the only girl you really loved.

you would flirt around & all,

but it would always be me.

I was so wrong...

Not only did you hurt me, you broke me.

I don't know how I'm ever gonna forgive you.

I don't think i ever can & ever will. 

It hurts so bad to let go.

But i know if i hold on,

i'll just continue hurting more.

I love you so much.

i just wish it was enough for you. 

Blame me for being so worthless 

& pathetic 

& stupid 

& foolish,

to trust you with all my heart

& love with you all my soul.

My fault.

I Don't Want Another Relapse.