I'm down to my last cry.

True Story.

Sooo, i kinda mentioned in the previous post that i would definitely be posting again. Well, nothing much to post about actually. Almost wanted to not post uh, but like can't sleep anyway, so why not i guess? Being an emotional bitch all of a sudden. You know sometimes you just have those nights where you suddenly get a wave of nostalgia & you think to yourself how things could've turned out if things had gone differently. If you'd have been happier or what not. Well, today was one of those nights for me. I have many regrets in my life. So many that the list just goes on & on. But what i've learned is to not look back, but to look forward & move on with life. Cos after all, "what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger" right? In 2011, so many things have happened that i do not wish to remember, let alone happen again. So all i can do is to move on and not repeat those mistakes again. Leaving it all behind and moving forward with my life.
OHWELL, we all have those days hur? Shan't flood this post with my emotional distress any further. Imma take my chill pill.

If only life came with such pills.

Just for laughs, Imma show you how awesome my dog is. HUHU, yes Cotton. My oversized furball which i love to death! This video was taken quite a few weeks back as my bed sheet hasn't bee changed to the purple one yet. But nonetheless, i present to you, my baby & bundle of fluffy joy. ENJOY!:>

For the Best part. I'm like soooooo fucken excited now. Release dates for the shows i've been fucken waiting forever to return UGH. Kill me now.

Monday, January 2
2 Broke Girls (CBS) 
Pretty Little liars (ABC)
The Lying Game (ABC) 

Tuesday, January 3

Switched at Birth (ABC) 

Thursday, January 5
The Secret Circle (CW) 
The Vampire Diaries (CW) 

Friday, January 6

Nikita (CW)
Supernatural (CW) 


Monday, January 16
Gossip Girl (CW) 


Monday, January 23
Hart of Dixie (CW) 


Info Credited to.


My laptop's gonna be super worn out after i have raped it & spammed all the new eps yoh! ZOMG, i need to maintain. HUHU, The wait has been long but worth it! Most excited for TheVampireDiaries & GossipGirl siul!! UGH, too addicted to them already. Total fangirl moment again uh:x

FUCKYEAH.

I can now go to bed in peace, knowing that tomorrow despite the fuckedup part with school & all, imma be coming home to the latest TLG & PLL eps to watch. Best. Booyeah looking forward to Simple Plan's concert on the 15th too. Don't believe mom payed for me to go?! Ugh, life is good.

Pic of the tix yoh! Ripped it from Jasmine's Twitter. Hoho.

Okay super long post, off to bed now, time check: 1:08am. Gotta get up @6 tomorrow. GoodNight Darlings! Bye!
Xoxo.

Beauty Blog!

Dope shit.

Hello Darlings! So today was another day spent rotting at home. Had Brunch with mommy @Holland. Then back home to continue rotting, but its alright i guess, cos i managed to do some productive things, like get my Beauty Blog up & running! Managed to get 2 posts up already! I hope y'all will help in supporting my blogs:> Go check it out @just-akiss.blogspot.com or CLICK HERE. GOGOGO!

So besides blogging & stuff, i also managed to pack stuff for school tomorrow, talk about good girl much? Done with accessorizing my pencil case & changing back to my leopard wallet. Gonna miss my ever-so spacious Samantha Thavasa wallet, back to the small cramp leopard print one. 

LeopardPrint Swag.

Huhu & i swag-ed my file up a notch too! Did it myself okay! Check out the mustache, i drew it free hand! LikeABoss.

My Files swag-ed. Jelly?

Feel so ready for school luh. But not ready for all the crap imma get for not doing my homework. Plus gonna have to face that fugging ShirleyGoh again, 5 days a week. Ohmyfuck. & as I'm going back to school i pray that she isn't my form teacher, wah, i tell you if she is?! HOSEHLIAOOO. Kill me now. 

After packing my stuff i fell asleep for abit, hope it doesn't affect my sleeping time later. Body clock's screwed up enough, don't need any additional problems. But doesn't matter uh, cos even if i can wake up in time tomorrow, go school sure sleep one. So? no difference i guess. Ugh, the thought of school just turns me off completely! Just had my dinner & removed my nail polish. Was so sad while removing it. Heart Pain only. But no choice siul. Oh, & lesson learnt, glitter polish is so fucken hard to remove. like @#$%& sieh pekchek while removing. 

Before

After.

Still haven't cut it yet though, even more heart pain. 

Okay, gonna end now & upload some pics. Will definitely blog again later, stay tuned yoh! Bye, for now.

Xoxo.

In loving memory.

Was watching beauty gurus on youtube and i browsed through one of Meganheartsmakeup's video dedicated to one of her dearest friends, Ben breedlove. Some people already know his story cos i've like already seen posts of him on tumblr. He passed away on christmas day. & One of his friends discovered these 2 videos he had posted before his death, just a day after he passed away. I Just watched them, it was super touching, even teared can. It changes your perspective in life and taught me to learn to treasure what i have & who i have now before i loose it or them. It also taught me to live life to the fullest. He was so young & died such a tragic death. He didn't get to do sports or have fun like other teens did. This New Year's i gotta learn to appreciate the things around me & the people around me. He's story has been spread a lot. Kid cudi featured him on his tumblr. Kim Kardashian tweeted about him. He was talked about on CNN & other news channels. I really hope it continues to spread. Super touching & motivational.
Wanna Watch it?
Part 1
Part 2

Editedddd.@150am

Couldn't help but post this too.
Was listening to the song "a drop in the ocean", & i found it so familiar.. went to google it & fount out it was the song played in TVD's season 3 episode 1 the super nice scene where stephen calls elena but doesn't talk but she knows its him & tells him she loves him & he fucken cries. ugh never fail to cry each time i see that scene. oh well, here's the video. Must watch luh, like serious, for real, no joke.
*disclaimer: Tyler & Caroline's sex scene; ZOMG. fucken hot. Okayy, carry on:>

& another oneeee. Having a total TVD moment luhhh. ZOMG. Miss TVD too much, suffering from TVD withdrawal symptoms now.. BUT NO FEAR, its just 4 more days, 4 MORE FUCKING DAYS till TVD returns yoh! Happygirl96!

Let me take a moment to mention, I Ship Stelena & all, but FFS, can Delena get together already?! Ugh, the suspense is killer. KthxBye.

Xoxo.

1st.

Mustache Swag.

Huhu, Hello darlings! Nothing much to blog about today, woke up around 12, lunch then rotted @home all the way. Slept for most of it though, very concerned about my body clock. i have to switch from sleeping from 5am-12pm to 12pm-6am in just one day. Sure die. Gawd, school is starting already? Feel like the holiday just breezed past way too fast. Hadn't done much, or in fact, ANY productive things during this holiday leyy.  & not to mention, O's is this year, HOSEHBO. Anyway, caught street fighter on channel5 at night & finally bbyboy woke up. Might meet him tomorrow to enjoy abit before school reopens and all hell breaks loose. Ugh, i swear, just thinking about all the lessons, intensives, tuitions & 10-year series-spamming. Headache alr luhh. Didn't get a new bag this year, cos like c'mon? one more year & i get to use my own bags already can. Pencil box is just one leopard print one i got a few weeks back. wallet gonna stick to my leopard print one too. Bottle my Mom got me a new one already. Shoe just got it yesterday. Files & books got them covered last week. I may be physically prepared for school, but mentally? There is no unit of measurement long enough to measure how far i am from being mentally prepared for school. Ugh, plus didn't get ANY homework done, so that just means fucken missionhardwork for me. Okay, shan't ruin my mood further with such polluting thoughts. Been spamming 3Oh!3 songs the whole night. They always have such nice songs, particularly been loving their song "Set You Free" Likeanice only. Like no joke. been playing it on repeat. GO LISTEN TO IT NOW.>>> Just click me yoh! Also, i've decided to give my tumblr some love & spammed a few reblogs just now. Been really neglecting tumblr lately! Sad much. Shall go back to tumblr-ing as soon as school reopens. Listening to Teenage dream now~ Btw, Katy perry & Russell Brand are filing for a divorce. Damn sad. this picture tells it all.

I Think she's damn poor thing uh, but ITS OKAY. No fear, she's so fucken beautiful & talented, its he's fucken loss. LOL, that was super random ranting, but I'm random like that soooo i went with it. 

Wanna know whats sadder?! My chio nails are gonna be skinned & beheaded tomorrow around this time. 24 hours more of basking in their glory before i remove my polish & cut them. ugh, stupid school rules, i mean, do you honestly think i'll instantly turn smarter & more responsible when i have fugly nails? No. FUCK NO. Stupid mindset uh, for MOE people & all that jazz. 

I hope i get to go out tomorrow anyway, soooo wanna catch sherlock holmes & the hunger games. asdfghjkl so many things to dooo, so little time. Speaking of no timeeee, wanted to start a beauty blog to make up for not starting my youtube channel. Was thinking to. Hmmms, should i? It would be easier & all, like no editing, voiceover & long upload time. imma think about it. okay, so my short post turned out kinda long hur?  With all the ranting & stuff. LALALA, shan't rant any further. Furreal. gonna watch some videos & listen to some songs & try to sleep earlier(as if) HAHAHA, Bye!

Xoxo.

Happy New Year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR DARLINGS!

Ohkayy, so its like 330 now? Should be sleeping but this post was requested by Charmain & Lynette, who just left my house. Sooo, the countdown was fucken awesome. Had it at HollandV. Thought it would be super stupid & lame cos it was like we had to stand along the roads in front of pubs & bars. BUT FUCK NO, it was great, it was actually really packed and they were blasting music. Took no consideration and joined the bunch of people dancing in the middle of the road and like more & more people started joining in too. Like an unorganized flashmob or smth. After midnight, they started blasting all the awesome songs like 'give me everything', 'party rock anthem', 'on the floor', 'rain over me', 'i gotta feeling' & even 'levels'. The music just didn't stop. There were even people shooting like the foam thingys around. It was madness. But extremely awesome madness. Didn't think it would be so fun. Wish i had brought my glow sticks though, totally forgot. If not really, BEST. WOOHOO, HollandV kid's swag yoh\m/ after dancing the fuck out of our feet(We were all wearing killer heels btw) we decided to head back to my house. Jingwen & francis left first. Charmain, lynette & jasmine came up for a drink. After a short round of drinks, jasmine left as her parents were being all @#$% to her. Ate & crapped with charmain & lynette in my room while blasting songs. Stalked here & there, bitch-ed here & there. cos that's how we roll. LOL Time passed by like super fast & they had to leave already, so i'm like foreveralone now. Gonna head to bed after uploading the pics i took earlier.
By the way, for my Outfit, i wore A black & silver sequined top from F21 which i paired with a pair of black shorts and my Newlook black studded heels.
Did my makeup with several palettes from NYX & UD too. Super happy with my makeup today. Already planned the look days ago, but was so afraid i'd screw it up at the last minute, but it turned out fucken awesome. Classic black & silver smokey eye & red lipsss yoh.
OOOH & i did Jasmine's & Lynette's make up for tonight too! But forgot to use the body glitter i've been saving up for today. WASTED.
Okay, on to the pictures.

Stalkers.

PhotoOp! Credits to francis.

& again! Credits to francis.

TogetherAlone on NYE!

Camwhore moment.

RedTaintedLipsss.

ShimmaShimma.

Waiting for jasmine to get her whitechocolatemocha @starbucks.

With Jingwen!

With Charmain!

With Lynette!

My outfit yoh! Like it? 

Back @ my house.

Okay, so thats about it! Might edit tomorrow or post again tomorrow. HUHU, GoodNight everyone! Happy New Year again all! Much loves.

I'm missing you, i wish you were here. 

I'm still saving my midnight kiss for you bbyboy.

ILY♥

Xoxo.

Last post of the year.

Hello! Okay i shall post something before 2011 comes to an end.

SOO, today i lounged at home the whole morning and had a hugeass cookie for breakfast. Didn't have any productive thing to do so i watched teevee to kill time. Like nth to watch uh sia, then browsed pass supernatural & decided to watch it. Ended up fucken lovin' it. & even better, it was on marathon, so like spammed it throughout for like 4 eps then decided to peel my lazy ass off the sofa and get ready to go out to get my school shoes. Headed out around 4+, although i was already done at like 3+? waited for the daxiaojie Jasmine. Abused the camera function in my phone while waiting. Took a train down to vivo & checked out a few shops although i already had my eye on an Everlast pair(Same as jasmine's-cos we together alone like that.) After several rounds of window-shopping & shoe-browsing, decided to just go get the Everlast pair. Fucking ironically enough, THEY DIDN'T HAVE MY SIZE. like dafug? not cool. So panic-ed for abit & desperately resorted to going to all shoe shops and looking for a pair for school. Thankfully jasmine recommended to try queensway instead. So bus-ed down to queensway & thankgodddd, they had my size, last pair some more. That's what you get for having fucken big feet.  After that we walked around queensway for a bit & headed back to my house. Had dinner & around 845, lynette came & currently lepak-ing till around 1030. Then gonna head to holland to meet charmain, jingwen & francis for our countdown! Woohoo, i don't believe its already 2012?! Oohkay, shall get to doing makeup nowww. Pictures next.

Bye! 

A Very Happy New Year to you all!♥

Just Imagine, my next post is gonna be in 2012 yoh! huhu, alight byeeee, for real!

HugeAss Cookie i had for breakfast.

CamWhore moment.

& Again.

& Thats what you get when you give a bored stalker a camera.

I whip my hair.

Check those nails out yoh!

StalkerChong & yours truly.

The shoe i got. 

(Jasmine's the same, just that hers has a pink strap & mine's grey.)

ALRIGHT, I'm done with pics. update on my countdown tomorrow! See y'all in 2012!♥

Xoxo.

New Year Resolution.

As i am still waiting for that dumbfuck to wake up. I'm just gonna go ahead and post this. I've came up with 10 things i wanna resolve, do or change in the year 2012.
But firstly, i just wanna wish everyone a very happy and blessed coming year ahead. I hope 2012 will treat us all well & Fingers crossed that 2012 does not turn out to be another bitch aye. Okayyy, on to the list...

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1. Study hard for O's

2. Continue loosing weight.

3. Build my Makeup collection

4. Start my YouTube channel before the end of the year.

5. Stop fighting with Mommy & Daddy.

6. Cut down on vulgarities.

7. Skip school not more than twice in the whole year.

8. Not be such bitch to Teachers.

(particularly that fugging ShirleyGoh.)

9. Attend church more often.

10. Learn to control my temper better.

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HUHU. Okay, so that's it i guess. Might be more, but these are the ones i thought of in an instant. So they gotta have some level of significance huh?

OHMYGAWD, & great news. Like fucken Awesome news in fact. Jasmine & Lynette are gonna be in my class next year yoh! Happygirl96. HUHU\m/

#nowplaying Love you like a love song- Selena Gomez.

Anywayyy, if y'all wanna check out the stuff i got for christmas & the pics i took during christmas, feel free to look them up at my facebook page. Imma just link it for you luhhhh.
Christmas'11 Album <<<< CLICK ME:>

Photo of the Moment, Cotton, My dearest baby.♥♥♥

Been Waiting for that dumb bbyboy of mine to wake up since err, 9? its 3 already, guess imma just go to bed then. G'nights loves. 
Xoxo.

Haul!

 Pictures of the bunch of NYX stuff i hauled today.

All the stuff i got.

Neutral coloured palette (Dandy).

Smokey eye palette (Didn't have a name).

"I dream of St. John" From the Caribbean Collection.

Glitter Liner in Crystal Silver

Single Eyeshadow in Midnight

Jumbo Eye pencils in:

Pots&Pans

Black Bean

Milk

Cream Blush in Natural. 

Check my NYE nails out. ShimmaShimma Yoh.

30th.

Amanda's LeopardPrint HelloKitty specs. Chio-ness.

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Check those eye bags out.

IM BACK YOH!

Oh hello! Sooo, i decided to start blogging again yoh! simply cos i've decided to hod off on my youtube channel. not gonna have much time to film and edit so i rather just be blogger for now, vlogs can wait till after O's.
Okayyy. so basically today was Kinda fucky in the beginning. Shall not go into detail. Summarised version would simply be that some bitches need to know their limits. Not gonna let that bitch of a person affect my mood further. okay so headed down to Jurong east to get some make up for my NYE look tomorrow/later. Lemme take a moment to say this. OMG. ITS NYE ALREADYYY. Okay I'm over it. LOL, that just means its fucken 3 days to school reopen. NOT READY. for so many reasons. Body clock screwed, Bags not packed, homework not done & mostly cos I'm still in the holiday mood yoh. Not cool. Okay totally side-tracked:x soooooo,  after getting my makeup, (Shall post pics of what i hauled tomorrow or later, see my mood) cab-ed down to bugis with bbyboy. Met up with Jason & Amanda ( check her blog out @hibyelovez.blogspot.com ) Loved her heals to death. Wished i'd took a picture of them. UGH. Walked around bugis for a bit & got plaster cos i wore my new Leopard Vans out & it caused my feet to hurt like a bitch. NO JOKE. Dinner-ed at Ajisen Ramen & Amanda helped me & bbyboy take polaroids, so sweet of her! Then down to GWC as she had to pass her friend smth & down to jason's house to lepak for awhile. Crapped with amanda bout TVD. ZOMG, missing TVD so fuggin much:'( can't wait for Jan5th. imma stalk one-tv & rape the refresh button. LOL, okay total fangirl moment:/ Hmms, did i mention while we were crapping, bbyboy fell asleep on my lap & Started snoring SUPER loud, made us laugh like mad. Home-ed around 8 Cos imma good girl like that. Got home & BOOM, daddy extreme-make-over-ed my room. Love him uh, he organized everything so nicely for me as i got 2 new storage compartments for my make up yesterday & i had no where to put them, so i put them on my vanity & it totally left no space at all for me to do my makeup:( So daddy reorganized everything. now i even have space to put my darling laptop & even do a little studying plus makeup. He LIKEABOSS lah seriously.
Took me about 2 hours to get this blog up & running:/ WHY was i so free? cos bbyboy fell asleep on me. Foreveralone uh. HUHU, shall end my post here! its kinda long ehyyyy. gonna go transfer pics and post'em. Bye Loves.
Xoxo.