Go To Hell.

Hellooooo. Posting with a spinning head(i'm a lil hungover) & broken heart. Lol melodramatic much. okayyyy, well i was gonna update the previous post with pictures of the stuff i hauled on thursday, BUT my helper is washing the clothes i got so i can't do that now.
Today's post might be considered a ranty post. So disclaimer to those who don't really feel like reading a ranty post, you should probably stop, drop & roll the fuck outta this page till my next post.

I guess the main reason i'm feeling all ranty is cos i'm sick & tired. Especially of all the people who fill your emptiness with lies & false hopes.

Well firstly, i think people who lead people on, should fuck themselves. I mean there should literally be a special place in hell for people like that. I mean, whut? is it fun to lead a person on? take advantage of them when they're most vulnerable, make them fall for you then fucking crush their hearts to lil dust particles? Whutheflyingfuck is that about? Bragging rights? cos congratulations dude, you just won yourself the rights to brag about what a complete douche you are.

Secondly, i think people who give other people false hopes & make empty promises also deserve a special place in hell. Like c'mon, if you don't mean it, why the fuck would you say it? is it fun? seeing that spark of happiness in someones eyes knowing it's all just some big fat lie? Is it satisfying? to give someone hope just to crush it into nothing later? I don't get why people would do this to other people. Like would you like it if people did that to you? No? yeah guessed so. Then why the fuck do you do that to others you dumbfuck? It's such a dick thing to do.

Shit dickheads say that one should never believe:
I'll always be here for you. He's not. 
I'll never leave. He will.
You're special, i've never felt this way for someone before. You're not. to him at least.
Don't worry, everything'll be alright. No, everything's gonna just worse.
I don't talk to anyone like the way i talk to you. I talk to every fucking girl like this. 
I'll never forget you. I'll forget you the min a better comes along. or when i get sick of you.
I really missed you. I'm bored & the other girls i usaully text are busy.
I love you. I don't. I'm just saying it to get in yo pants. 
#True story. I swear. Unless you're some lucky-ass or hot-ass bij OR your guy falls in the 0.001% of the dudes in the male population. Then kudos to you.

Lastly guys that mend your broken heart just to fucking break it all over again. They tell you you're beautiful, they tell you you deserve better. They tell you that that guys should go to hell. They tell you that he will never be like that guy. He makes you completely reliant & independent on him. Then BAM, just like that he fucks you over. Either by playing you or just disappearing. completely. Haha. These people don't even deserve a special place in hell. They must be directly related to satan, so they probably already have a vip booth or smth.

Lesson to learn? Don't believe shit a guy says. Choose who you trust wisely. Don't let yourself be dependant or reliant on anyone, A N Y O N E. They will just disappoint you in the end. Stay in a bubble & just be in an imaginary relationship with some celeb(stay away from harry, he's mine).

Mine. 

Gosh i didn't think this post would come out so long. but yeah. this is just some shit i wanted to put out there. & if you, you mofo asshole that contributed to this post, I hope you see this & feel so bad the guilt consumes you & your big black heart whole. That is all.

Here. From me to you, with love hate. 

 

Also this applies to the opposite gender, but mostly, just guys. Ha. Or it could just be that my life is too darn comparable to cliché chick flicks & your life stories are just perfect lil fairytales, then you just wasted about 5 mins of your life reading this. heh.

See ya in my next post x.
Loves.

Hello November.

#nowplaying I would- OneDirection. 

Do check out One Direction's 2nd Album TAKE ME HOME & Taylor Swift's new album RED. 

Cos these two albums make up my Fall/Winter Playlist! x

Hello cupcakes. Well today's post is gonna be a really long one. I think. Ha. so it yo ass down.

Lol i'm just kidding. 

Well, now that my O's are pretty much over, as i stated in my previous post tht i'm only left with Bio mcqs, i don;t know where to begin. Like i have this entire list of shiz i wanna do after O's & i can;t seem to decided where to begin or what to do first. Well if you're interested here's the 10 more important (&sensible) things i wanna do, 

Welcome to Tolentino's Post O's Shiz List. 

1. Pull my life together. (Just so you know this was actually hard to decide, it being number 1 & all)

2. Start Blogging again. CHECK.

3. Pack room (it really means pack closet & throw books away.)

4. Get a Job. (On it, actually heading to work later on thanks to adam x.)

5. Shop. Shop. Shop. (notice how this comes after i get a job. HEHE.)

6. Dye my hair (a colour that isn't already taken, isn't over-rated & one that i actually like.)

7. Forget Him. (No sappy 'oh maybe he'll come back' shit. Just simple. Forget. Him.)

8. Go USS. (Yes, i've never been. fml.)

9. Go on crazy food hunts & movie marathon with my Girls x. (Cos being skinny is overrated. DUH.)

10. Meet One Direction & fulfil My Destiny, that is, that I meet Harry & he falls completely in love with me. & we get married. (Genius full-proof plan. Yayeeee *inserts wedding bells.)

Okay 10. was the only not sensible one but hey, a girl can dream. 

So yeah hopefully i get to complete this list(excl 10.) before i go to poly next year. Omg, i ca't even imagine what'll happen next year if fuck up & go to some stupid course i hate. Wow, but that's for another post. Heh thats what you get for not posting for 5 months. TOO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT, ONE POST IS SIMPLY NOT ENOUGH. Well a few posts i wanted to blog about would include my o'level experience, talking to THE HARRY STYLES. Loosing a friend. How not to succumb to temptation. Heartbreaks & rejection. Fall/winter trends. Surviving High school. & Hopefully many shopping hauls & all that good stuff. 

Sexcited yet? maybe not. But i know i am. 

Oh & about my beautyblog, i might not go back to that just yet? idk. Like i've not had time to do any make up hauling as of late. But i could do a few looks or reviews. I'll think about it. Plus, i've not been using as much make up as i previously did. i've been going for the more Natural no-makeup-makeup look. Will do a post on that soon, maybe on my beauty blog. Heh.

Alright, let's get down to biz. Post on yesterday awesome shopping cum (they) end of o'levels celebratory outing with le amazon girl Jasmine & Shanell. (mygawd don't you just looooove that name?) haha, oh & do check out her blog & youtube channel! will put a link down below!

Shanell's Blog.
Shanell's Youtube Channel.

Go check her out! She's a blogger cum beauty blogger & vlogger too!

Okay, so yesterday was a thursday, so imma call it thumbs-up thursday. Cos it was great like we went shopping & ate awesome shiz. && most importantly, we(they) were free from the prsion shackles of O's. Which was a pretty damn awesome feeling. 

After the paper we headed home to do our own shit till about 12. we met at 1 in town saw a few, okay try A LOT of our schoolmates & fellow o's students. We started off at cine where i went to get(more like collect) my poster form this shop at cine selling all the major bands or fandom poster & merch. which is pretty damn awesome cos the shops selling these stuff online are really expensive & this shop is relatively affordable! The posters are MASSIVE for only $15. okay i know HMV is selling equally MASSIVE posters of the boys(One direction, you'll catch on) & other celebs, BUT they're not the most updated or recent ones & what's best is you can even customise the poster here! That's kinda fucking cool. Well the only drawback was that it took like an entire month to get the poster. So for those who are the instant gratification kind of peeps, this is a no-go BUT i am an instant grati kind of girl, & it was sooo worth it. So i got my poster AND 2 other smaller ones. Woopwoop. 

Next we headed to Editors Market. It's on the third floor of Orchard cineleisure, just in case any of you were wondering. So i basicallyheaded out with getting only one thing in mind. A denim long-sleeved top. Like i needed some serious basics in my coset yoh. SO i wanted to just get that & i wanted a nice one. Like a good material. So EM had a few, from light wash to dark wash to even acid wash & studded ones. I couldn't make up my mind && it was the first stop & it cost 39$ so i was re-evaluating whether or not i should get it. but decided to come back at the end of the day if i couldn't find a better one. Walked around cine for a bit then headed to scape! We got some great accessories from there. Love how the underground or basement thing is air-conditioned now. Makes shopping so much cooler. (lol no pun intended) We all got rings & bracelets! I got the infinity ones while jasmine & Shanell got the cross ones if i'm not wrong. Then we went to get GONG CHA. & to check how much customising bball jackets costed. gawd it was like 70$ for one letter in the front & a name at the back. SOOO not worth it, in my cheapo opinion. Like maybe if i was working & had moneh, okay. But no. just no. 

Then headed up to H&M & Fuck yeah had this giftcard from mom so i used it to get a new pair of jeans, a belt & some accessories. Love the Jeans, it's like a deep purple-ish red, burgundy colour. Soo fall. Shanell & Jasmine got some basic tops too! Couldn't find my denim top though was supaaah disappointed. 

After we headed to 313. F21 had some really cute stuff for fall. Particularly this coral blazer. Which, if you're my friend, you would know how i feel about coral blazers. like omg, BUT i decided against getting it. decided to wait till spring when all the blazers were AWESOMEE. Heh.  After that we did some walking around in 313 & got so tired we sat down & chatted for a bit before heading to Orchard Central. Still. no. denim. top.  I was kinda loosing hope & even told myself that maybe i'll just wait & get it online or smth. 

At Orchard Central we went to MIYOC. Which is this shop that is collaboration of several blogshops. There's another outlet in JCUBE. I think the stuffs there are pretty damn dope cos it's like online shopping but without having to wait for the mailing & having to transfer the moneh. You just choose, try, pay & boom it's yours. Instant gratification. Thumbsup for whoever started blogshops & doublre thumbsup for whoever started MIYOC. & gues whattt after the whole day of looking at several shops for the denim top, i found my denim top in a shop just along the stretch where MIYOC is. It's called CMYK. Like omg it's gorge! Y'know i couldn't decided on what wash to get. This was both dark washed & light washed && had studs, like triple threat right there.  Wait. it was also really comfortable, the fitting was awesome! & above it all like it was only $26, WHUT THE FUCK RIGHT?! I was like this is toooo good to be true. So ofc i bought it. Was superrrrr happy about getting it. 

Then we got a lil hungry so we headed to EwF for early Dinz. My gawd i missed eating good food! & i'd not eaten EwF since the first time i ate it with jasmine like a few months back. So it was a definite thing to look forward to. If y'all dk what EwF is, it's Everything With Fries. So basically it's like the burgers there are pretty damn awesome & so are their fries. I heard great stuff about their nutella tarts, but i'm always too full to eat their desserts. So do try their food aite! They have an outlet at Orchard Central ground floor, Bugis Junction & At Holland Village too! 

After that we headed back to ION's F21. Like i thought i was pretty strong for deciding against getting the blazer. Then i saw this oxblood leather jacket, like the really cool biker kind. I saw one at H&M but it cost 80$ WHUT. But the one at F21 is only 55$. I fell in love. but i spent too much already. so i didnt get it, plus i had my awesome girls who managed to convince me that i didn't need it. Ahh i swear it took the utmost strength in me to put that jacket down:'( 

After that we headed home cos we had been shopping for a good 7 hours?! like omg. we were solo tired. plus shanell & i were wearing new shoes & shanell was in heels. so you can imagine how bad our feet were hurting. hahaha. But it was sooo worth it. Had a great time! 

Oh i'll probably edit this post with pictures of the stuff i got tomorrow or something aite. x

In the mean time, More Pictures!

Oooh i like my hair. Heh. 

Smile.

Note to self: Do not stand next to shanell in pictures. You will just look like a wannabe next to a supermodel. Fml. 

Hang loose bijs.

"Hurry Random faces peeps!"

SO much time, SO many things, SO little monehh. *sad faces.

Cos guys are dick heads, we are vagina faces. Whuttup. 

Cos on does not simlple got to ion toilet & not take a picture. 

With Shanell.

Selfie. 

With Jasmine.

Bus-ed back to holland with Jasmine & she had an ice-cream crave, so we went to island creamery for ice cream before heading home. Was a great day out. Can't wait for more outings with them. Meeting them on monday too! Yaye! Plus we'll be having a flea in the first week on decmeber or smth like that! Will get it confirmed then put the deets up here. Do come down & support us alright! 

See ya in my next post x. 

I'm Back.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIII. Lol.

WHUTTUP BITCHES. I'M BACK. Hehe, it's been a good what? 5 Months. Like WHUT?! Ikr, time flies. & I'm ALMOST done with my O's. I'm left with Bio mcq so like fuck yeah. The Holiday-post-o's-fucking-free mood has already started to sink in. & i'm ready to party. Woopwoop.

Well This post is really short 'hey hello how y'all doing' post. I'll be updating sooo much more often now & it'll start tomorrow with a catch-up post & on today's outing with le girls to celebrate their end of O's. So yeah till tomorrow (k it's more of later, but it's only tomorrow when i wake up so yeah.)
See you back here later k x.

xoxo. 

Call me maybe.

Sooo, it's pretty damn obvious i'm not really into blogging on a weekly, let alone daily basis. I blog when i please. I'm blogging now cos i'm bored as fuck. & yeah life isn't going as planned. Constanly slacking off instead of studying my ass off in some library or cafe. Not even in the feel for o's anymore. well, probably only have myself to blame for the sudden loss of inspiration & motivation. So here goes, i fell for some guy. Yeah i mean who hasn't? it's so cliché actually. But the worst part, i actually deemed myself fit for such an amazing hot guy. Like what the fuck was i even thinking?! Well, in life we do shit loads of stupid things, this is definitely one of those billboard-worthy examples. I mean i tell people to look in the mirror & fucking know their place. & here i am thinking i'd stand a chance at something with this boy. Dafuq is wrong with you tolentino. Well, i've gotta admit that i've been missing attached life a lot. Like i go out, see couples & feel like texting that jerk. Yeah that desperate right now. Guess i'm just tryna get the hang off being single? idk, i've never really had to deal with feeling this way. tsk. but i intend to stik with either being single or staying the hell away from that mofo for the longest time. I cannot & will not let him do anymore damage to my life than he already has. As for my fairytale prince charming that seems to neither be coming round on his noble steed nor saving this damsel in distress form a life of being #foreveralone. I better start waking up, no? Yeah, gotta get it down that he's not mine. & never will be. 

So here's what i've noticed, getting over someone is like going on a diet. It's like this...

1. You are so fucken motivated to stay away from snacking/him.

2. You start convincing yourself you're better off without snacking/him.

3. You psych yourself out for the next few months/weeks(as if?) of getting used to being without him/snacking.

4. You think of other more productive things to keep your mind off snacking/him.

5. You get a lil itchy so you start flirting/snacking on other guys/snacks.

6. You get real depressed cos you realized the healthy snacks/other guys are nothing like unhealthy snacks/him.

7. It's half way throughout the day & you finally slip when you receive his text/have a sudden craving for snacking.

8. You reply his text/convince yourself one snack won't hurt.

9. You get heated up in his texts/can't stop snacking away.

10.You realize how stupid you've been for replying him/ snacking away, when he doesn't reply you after hours/ you've ran outta snacks.

& then go back to #1. 

So yeah, fyi i fucken typed this out myself. why am i deemed fit to give this conclusion? cos your truly, has have had the privilege to encounter both experiences. 

It's like seriously dude, you need to stop sending girls mixed signals, stop pushing & pulling. Don't leave me hanging on a thread like that. It's driving me crazy. Like turning-into-a-menopausal-bitch-when-you-don't-reply crazy. Like don't call me silly names & get me all smitten then stop replying. then suddenly you decided to text me again, then for no apparent reason stop giving me the time of day. (yes at this moment i just received his text, like his first text, of the mf day. I smiled & wanted to cancel this post, but FUCK NO.) Not receiving his texts gets me so on edge, i get all angst & upset but it's like i have no fucking right to even feel this way. He isn't mine ffs.

Goshhhhh, i'm pretty sure i'm preaching to the choir when i say that you feel me. cos i'm pretty damn sure(judging by all the retweets of my tweets about him) that there are so many peeps out there just ready to put all they have, everything on the line & put themselves out there for that special someone. &i'm to saying that fairy tales don't exist? (cos i have a friend that is a hell of a lucky ass bitch whose happy with her special someone who she waited for for like whut? 3 years?) BUT, we gotta fucken admit & accept the fact that we're not all that lucky. Tsk, so yeah i just wanna post this, cos my feelings are all soooo messed up for that guy right now. 

On the contrary, like every story has gotta have a good side right? He's so cute, he's sweet & definitely makes me feel like i can trust him. But that's just me, & who am i to stop anyone form waiting for that special someone? but yeah, you gotta know that waiting for someone could make or break you, & you gotta damn well accept it. I have. So imma take a few days to figure out of sure if i wanna wait for him or not. 

Don't ever let your self expect. Cos all expectation brings is disappointment.

& if all else fails, remember one thing. It may be stupid to many peeps, but hey you gotta fucken accept how true it is. YOLO. haha.

You only live once.

Also, if anyone judges you on your feelings for that someone, just don't gaf cos they don't know the first thing about how you're feeling, if they did, they would not judge you. So to hell with them.

Bye Bitchachos.

I'm Back Bitches.

This. So much. SO fucking much.

Hello Darlings, OHMYGAWD, it's been like forever huh? Gosh, i've missed blogging but found that i've been muthafarking lazy to get my ass down & blog. Oh well, i kept my promise to my sweetests to blog bout today, simply it was probably the only day worth blogging so far. OKAY, lets get started with a lil catch up,

Life- FUCKED.
Grades-FUCKED.
Love life- FUCKED.
Everything else-FUCKED.

Well, except for a lil detail i shall leave out for now.


Today started off really early, woke up like around 830? dk for fuck. Just lazed in bed & raped my pillows and bolsters. Listened to music & started on Vampire Academy. It's a book btw, smth to take my mind off how FUCKING MUCH I MISS TVD ALR:( ugh, gotta maintain, 3 more months, i can wait. Okayyy, then around 930 started calling those bitches to make sure they were all awake. then went to get ready. got dressed & walked over to Jasmine's block & met up with Charmain on the way. ( finally got jasmine's block right HAHA) Then bus-ed down to vivo, met up with Evon & headed to giant to get the stuff we needed; cups drinks chips blahblah. Charmain even got a ball, speaking of which i have no fucken idea where it is now dafuq. HAHA Then lynette came, looking all banged up with her bed head, forever looking shag:) Then headed over to sentosa. Went with jasmine first to imbiah station to get pizza,  gosh we had to walk like fucking far with our heavy-ass bags. PLUS the weather did a banged-up job of 'giving us a hand' by raining down on us. GREAT. i swear my mood was so fucked i want dot just go home. But had to keep a positive mood. But thankfullyyyyyyy, the rain stopped:') but that was after me & jasmine had to endure an entire bus ride from imbiah to beach station filled with irritating people. like OKAY, not being some racist mofo, but like OMGOMGOMG. we couldn't breathe fuck. But it was so worth it when we reached beach station, & it stopped raining oh yeahhhhhh. So set up our mat & all. Nom-ed on our pizza & chips, thn headed to play in the water for about an hour just walking around, you cannot imagine how just that lil time spent there, caused me fucking sunburn alr? gosh. Okay then there was this lil boy that was following us around, okay he wasn't exactly small? hmm, ut he was cute, in some non-pedo way. LOL he wasnfollowing evon, how adorableeeeeee. he must;ve thought she was his age or smth, (evon you're probably reading this now, hehe, love you my cute small friend) then we all got out of the water & the 3 siaoehy evon char main & lynette decided that the sun wash;t already being a batch so they dragge their mat out & started basking in the freaking sun. me & jasmine hid in the shelter like vampires or smth. Just laying on the beach, blasting music & letting the sound of the waves & wind blow in your hair, i swear it felt so good. Just lay there for a bit then started photo-bombing. Took some really decent pictures. then took our turns to shower & took one of those prams or smth idk what exactly to call it:/ back to the station cos we were so dead beat. then headed to our usual lepak place at vivo (shhh...) then emily cameeeee:) huhu, slacked all the way till bout 5 plus then as we were walking to get dinner, some of us bought some new bracelets. Loveeeee them. then dinner-ed at Seoul Garden HotPot harbor front. Nom-ed till 6 plus then headed back to vivo to collect my marie keychain & shop-ed bait (more like window shop) at F21. Went home shortly after cos we were all so drained form the fun at the beach. & sooooooo, got home & showered & got started on blogging. Was afraid if i didn't start i might fall asleep:/ okayyyy so imma get to uploading the pics now, might go muthafarking crazy.

OOTD. Newlook cropped top & denim shorts.

Woohoo.

OMFG, I want this NOW.

With Jasmine.

& again.

& again. HAHA likeaboss.

Yes, we like mangoes. Your argument is invalid.

Fun in da sun.

With Evon.

With jasmine.

Charmain & lynette.

Petite Bitches. HAHA evon & jasmine.

Fuck i can be a pro photographer. Took this in the first shot please. (Charmain)

Lovin my new contacts.

Boom.

With charmain.

Charmain & jasmine.

Charmain & evon.

Group shot!

Closerrrrr.

Jumpshot. HOHO

Jumpshot. HUHU.

WHO TAKE ONEEEEE. HAHA.

Credits to jasmine:*

LOVE THIS. FUCKK. Credits to jasmine too:*

After it all, at gongcha. my hair is so fucked.

Emily Xiaojie finally came.

Love herrrrr<3

We're only girls. I mean who doesn't take pictures in the toilet. HAHA.

Love these new bracelets.

Lynette's Yumy kimchi hot pot! SOOO eating this the next time i dine at seoul garden hotpot.

Lynette instragam-ing her dinner.

Charmain & emily.

Chili sauce? idk, found it so cute.

Jasmine & Evon.

me & jasmine again.

MY Bibimbap. Miss this like asdfghjkl! Last had this with dancers at korea pleaseeee.

Awright, that's all bitches, tired as fuck so imma crash real soon. Thanks for reading! I promise TO TRY & update as often alright? Love you guys!

Xoxo.