I am who i am. Not who you want me to be. & I don't live to fucking please anyone. Problem?
15/01/12- Sunday
Alrighttttt, so i basically rotted at home the whole day & chiong-ed as much homework as i could.Filmed a tutorial which 'm currently uploading. Check out my beautyblog or channel for the tutorial tomorrow/the day after!:> Then headed to meet Jasmine & went for our long-awaited SIMPLE PLAN concert yoh! It was at Fort Canning, paid like over 100$ to stand? But who cares, Gawd, we had the time of our lives! It was awesome, like no joke! took a few videos of the songs i loved. But shan't upload them today as its late and i need go to bed soon.. having a long day tomorrow(lessons till4) can die. Might dedicate an entire blog post on the concert some day soon:) ZOMG pierre threw his towel at the end of the concert. fuggg wanted it:/ Ohwell. managed to like slowly & progressively squeeze our way from somewhere behind, to about 3 rows from the front? LikeABoss huh?:) It ended around 10. Bbyboy & jason came & fetched us home. Waited for a cab for damn long uh. Was so tired, KO-ed on the cab. Got home, showered with damn cold water & had maggimee. Played back the videos i took, some were fucked cos i accidentally covered the mike:( Loved PERFECT the most. it was like ZOMG, the whole crowd was shouting for them to perform it. TheShiz.
Photospam ahead yoh!
When we reached Fort canning.
After the Concert.
i swear, their drum set & back drop, fucken chio, NO JOKE.
Sweating & grabbed a drink cos we sang for sooo long without any water.
My Yummy Tomyum maggimee. Salivating over this as I'm posting:/
16/01/12- Monday
Monday blues as usual. Sian to the very max. Had lessons blahblah. Was in the post-concert mood with jasmine & couldn't focus, kept singing can't keep my hands off you * perfect during maths:/ vandalized my hand too\m/ Dance was boring, didn't do any productive things. Ended at 445 & buy was waiting for me already outside:> bus-ed down to jason's house. He wasn't home but Amanda was there. Lepak-ed and crapped again:> haha! Ordered mac & nom nom-ed before we left. Cab-ed home around 630. Chiong-ed homework until i fell asleep:( So didn't get to do much at all. Boring day hur?! oh well.
Concert mode.
OmNomNom:>
TODAY.
Ladadadada. #nowplaying SummerParadise by Simple Plan!♥
CSo todayyy, was today i guess? Started off LIKE CRAP. idk, can't handle all this crap from everyone anymore. Its like everything that comes out form their mouth irritates the fuck out of me. Everything they say just increases my stress level. Fucked. Was on the verge of a breakdown this morning i swear. Got to school & felt slightly better cs there were like people who actually knew how i felt so i guess i felt better? I can't do what y'all expect of me okay? problem?-.- Got crap from Maths teacher for not completing homework, like wtf? not like i have time to complete all my assignments uh please. Got fucked by chinese teacher, why? cos she's a menopausal bitch & she's got nothing better to do. Ugh. D&T was the best i guess? Cos mrslim is da best. hands down. got pulled out form D&T for the stupid Literature skit that we were all forced into doing. As expected, i showed my fuckedup attitude. I mean like, if I'm not agitated why would i show my attitude? for fun? you siao ah? or stupid. You think you pregnant i scared uh cher? got another round of crap form Mschew. Couldn't take it. Walked out & walked as fast as i could too. Bby came to fetch me & we bus-ed to tiong. This is where i wanna thank you baby boy.
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Babyboy, thanks for everything. You're always the only one there for me whenever & wherever i need you, my shoulder to cry on & my pillar of strength:')
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So yeah, i broke down on the bus. i broke down hard. i couldn't stop the tears from flowing. it was just one of those days for me, when it felt like everything was crashing down on me. I felt like i was on the verge of giving up again. But no, babyboy was there to pick me up, thankgod. He hugged me so tight & just let me cry. cried nonstop till we missed the stop at tiong & decided to get off at GWC. He brought me to have Swirlart instead, cos he knew how happy it made me:') Mixed so many flavors cos i wanted to try. HUHU, cyrus' opening tomorrow yoh. Now i kinda rather he go there then chambers:/ Oh well. He's working sooo. hope he won't have time to even go gaming at all. HAHA. Okayy, so did my coursework at swirl art & he was all disturb here disturb there luh! But managed to complete most of it. Then went over to Spize for dinner. Had rotiprata. was damn good:> miss having spize with him yoh! Ohkayy, so after that he sent me home, slept throughout, thats why I'm still awake now. Got home & went down again with daddy to get my hair cut!:) was super excited, went to the shop my dad alwas went to & like sieh heng, like superrrr. Cos our old neighbor who left to australia with her husband & son actually came back for cny, so i had her cut my hair instead of her mom(which usually cuts my dad's) She did an awesome job, as in I'm loving the look & all, Just that, i wanted to cut it much more thinner, but my dad being my dad, he was all, enough alr lahhh. but happy he let me go out & cut alr:/ Haha, at most just go cut somewhere else myself ? Got back & chiong-ed my D&T then got to editing the tutorial. Manage to get it done but forgot about the maximum length youtube has. Mine is 18 mins, max is 15. oh crap:( goota split it or trim it more.. shall dot hat tomorrow, so it just means i waited up for nothing. Ugh fuck. Well, was blogging & waiting for my tutorial to finish uploading to youtube. ugh, took forever & failed attempt:( Ohwell. You win some you loose some.
Best!
Thank you bbyboy:')
Hoho, At spize.
Alright so thats all for todays post. Its 2 already, gotta get to bed, having a long day tomorrow. Ohkayyy, Bye
Xoxo.
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